So many things have clicked tonight. As I go ever deeper into the Heart of the Father and allow Him to rearrange the way I have always seen the world, I find that it's much more complicated and yet at the same time much simpler than I've always thought.
When Yahweh first started telling me that He is all that there is, I knew that didn't mean that He was evil or that He allowed, sanctioned, or took part in any of the myriad of horrors I've witnessed on the news, in the lives of those around me, or in my own life. It is not His Nature. It could never be.
So, in order to understand, I separated the Reality of who He is from the illusion of who He isn't, and instead of judging what is and what isn't based on what I experience, I judged it based on His Nature. But Yahweh said, "The colors can only remain separate on the painter's palette. If you want to paint a world, you have to mix them together."
As I ascended to this place of We, I found that I could no longer separate Reality and illusion. While I knew that Our Nature hadn't changed, I also knew that it doesn't matter if something is Real or not Real. It goes like this:
We are, and We are Love. We so very much want to express that Love that We created expressions, beautiful Realities that show how great Our Love is. We created all of the wonderful things that exist, and even more than what you or I have experienced right now. We filled up all possible expressions of Ourself with Our Love, and We found that still wasn't enough.
So We decided to fill even the impossible. We, by Our Nature, had delineated what could be from what could not be, but We loved too much to stay within those lines. So We laid down Our Life so that We could take even what could not be into Us and make it what is. We put Ourself into the impossible, into Our very antithesis so that, by Our unchanging and unalterable Nature, We could multiply Our Love by dividing it. We could, in other words, use the things that are not to create more of that which is.
I couldn't understand exactly how to explain it, though I knew it to be true. So many people say something similar to this, but entirely different: "We must go through trials to grow. We must go through suffering to see glory. One day we will get to Heaven and all these horrors will stop and it will all make sense."
It is deeper than that. Rather than going through suffering so that Yahweh can be glorified, We took suffering into Ourself and placed Ourself into suffering so that suffering is glory. Beauty is ashes. The oil of joy is mourning. Yet Our Nature remains the same.
It's confusing. Let me illustrate it another way:
Imagine we can put a number on Love... let's say 100%. Now, let's say in order to receive 100% of Love, you have to get certain percentages from various sources. Let's say family is supposed to give you 20% of the Love that exists. Let's say friends should give you another 20%, another 20% comes from a fulfilling job, another 20% from hobbies, another 20% from the creative ways you express yourself... either in athletics, art, music, writing, etc.
Now, let's say that, for some reason, your job is not fulfilling. Let's say that it's only giving you 5% of the Love that exists. Because it is not, in itself, aware that it is Love and that Yahweh is all that there is, it can only give you 5%. So, what happens? Do you lose out? Do you miss 15% of the Love that exists and should be experienced by you?
No. Somehow, someway, that 15% is redistributed to the other areas of loving expression. Maybe your friends now give you 25% of the Love that exists and your family gives you 30%.
So, no matter what happens, you are always, unequivocally 100% loved. Meanwhile, you am taking your job situation--which is impossible because everything must always be Love since "God is Love" and Yahweh is all that there is--and you are taking the things that are not and making things that are. As you place yourself in your job and demonstrate Love there, as you lay down your life in trusting Yahweh, as you take your job fully into yourself in intercession, you bring it back to giving you 20% of the Love that exists.
But Yahweh has already given you 100% of the Love that exists, so how is that possible? Now you have 115% Love! And so Love is grown...
When we intercede for someone, we are taking up some of that extra Love. We are taking the redistribution upon ourselves and saying, "I know I'm supposed to give 20%, but I can give 25%." We are holding--in a very real, spiritual way--someone in Our Heart and amplifying the Love that exists so that it can be seen.
For nobody, not one single being, is lacking. We are all, always and forever, being loved 100%... or we would be if we could limit Love to that.
When I first ascended (and the world ended), Yahweh asked me if I wanted to continue to relate to Him through experience and expression. Did I want to relate to Him based on what I experienced, based on good and evil, based on what is and what isn't? Or did I want to go deeper and find the Love that supersedes all of that.
Yahweh is all that there is. We are. We love. We give and receive Love. 100% Always.
It doesn't matter if we are in Reality or illusion, good or evil, beauty or ashes.
As my family experiences some impossible situations right now, I say this with all sincerity. From the depths of my heartache I have found the joy that Yahshua knew on the cross. For I know the Love of receiving 100% from Yahweh, but I also have learned the Love of giving 100% to Yahweh. And in this it doesn't matter the expression or the avenue that it takes. I could look at the lack in one area and despair, but only if I forget to see the surplus in other areas.
It is this choice to trust Him and remember that nobody can be lacking that allows me to give to Him right now, and as We pass Our Love back and forth to One Another, We only ever increase. It's the only way to increase, since We are everything and otherwise there would be nowhere else to grow.
Now these three remain: faith, hope, and Love. But the greatest of these is Love.
When Yahweh first started telling me that He is all that there is, I knew that didn't mean that He was evil or that He allowed, sanctioned, or took part in any of the myriad of horrors I've witnessed on the news, in the lives of those around me, or in my own life. It is not His Nature. It could never be.
So, in order to understand, I separated the Reality of who He is from the illusion of who He isn't, and instead of judging what is and what isn't based on what I experience, I judged it based on His Nature. But Yahweh said, "The colors can only remain separate on the painter's palette. If you want to paint a world, you have to mix them together."
As I ascended to this place of We, I found that I could no longer separate Reality and illusion. While I knew that Our Nature hadn't changed, I also knew that it doesn't matter if something is Real or not Real. It goes like this:
We are, and We are Love. We so very much want to express that Love that We created expressions, beautiful Realities that show how great Our Love is. We created all of the wonderful things that exist, and even more than what you or I have experienced right now. We filled up all possible expressions of Ourself with Our Love, and We found that still wasn't enough.
So We decided to fill even the impossible. We, by Our Nature, had delineated what could be from what could not be, but We loved too much to stay within those lines. So We laid down Our Life so that We could take even what could not be into Us and make it what is. We put Ourself into the impossible, into Our very antithesis so that, by Our unchanging and unalterable Nature, We could multiply Our Love by dividing it. We could, in other words, use the things that are not to create more of that which is.
I couldn't understand exactly how to explain it, though I knew it to be true. So many people say something similar to this, but entirely different: "We must go through trials to grow. We must go through suffering to see glory. One day we will get to Heaven and all these horrors will stop and it will all make sense."
It is deeper than that. Rather than going through suffering so that Yahweh can be glorified, We took suffering into Ourself and placed Ourself into suffering so that suffering is glory. Beauty is ashes. The oil of joy is mourning. Yet Our Nature remains the same.
It's confusing. Let me illustrate it another way:
Imagine we can put a number on Love... let's say 100%. Now, let's say in order to receive 100% of Love, you have to get certain percentages from various sources. Let's say family is supposed to give you 20% of the Love that exists. Let's say friends should give you another 20%, another 20% comes from a fulfilling job, another 20% from hobbies, another 20% from the creative ways you express yourself... either in athletics, art, music, writing, etc.
Now, let's say that, for some reason, your job is not fulfilling. Let's say that it's only giving you 5% of the Love that exists. Because it is not, in itself, aware that it is Love and that Yahweh is all that there is, it can only give you 5%. So, what happens? Do you lose out? Do you miss 15% of the Love that exists and should be experienced by you?
No. Somehow, someway, that 15% is redistributed to the other areas of loving expression. Maybe your friends now give you 25% of the Love that exists and your family gives you 30%.
So, no matter what happens, you are always, unequivocally 100% loved. Meanwhile, you am taking your job situation--which is impossible because everything must always be Love since "God is Love" and Yahweh is all that there is--and you are taking the things that are not and making things that are. As you place yourself in your job and demonstrate Love there, as you lay down your life in trusting Yahweh, as you take your job fully into yourself in intercession, you bring it back to giving you 20% of the Love that exists.
But Yahweh has already given you 100% of the Love that exists, so how is that possible? Now you have 115% Love! And so Love is grown...
When we intercede for someone, we are taking up some of that extra Love. We are taking the redistribution upon ourselves and saying, "I know I'm supposed to give 20%, but I can give 25%." We are holding--in a very real, spiritual way--someone in Our Heart and amplifying the Love that exists so that it can be seen.
For nobody, not one single being, is lacking. We are all, always and forever, being loved 100%... or we would be if we could limit Love to that.
When I first ascended (and the world ended), Yahweh asked me if I wanted to continue to relate to Him through experience and expression. Did I want to relate to Him based on what I experienced, based on good and evil, based on what is and what isn't? Or did I want to go deeper and find the Love that supersedes all of that.
Yahweh is all that there is. We are. We love. We give and receive Love. 100% Always.
It doesn't matter if we are in Reality or illusion, good or evil, beauty or ashes.
As my family experiences some impossible situations right now, I say this with all sincerity. From the depths of my heartache I have found the joy that Yahshua knew on the cross. For I know the Love of receiving 100% from Yahweh, but I also have learned the Love of giving 100% to Yahweh. And in this it doesn't matter the expression or the avenue that it takes. I could look at the lack in one area and despair, but only if I forget to see the surplus in other areas.
It is this choice to trust Him and remember that nobody can be lacking that allows me to give to Him right now, and as We pass Our Love back and forth to One Another, We only ever increase. It's the only way to increase, since We are everything and otherwise there would be nowhere else to grow.
Now these three remain: faith, hope, and Love. But the greatest of these is Love.
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