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The Time Just Before Ascension

Sometimes we grow to a point with Yahweh where He is able to reveal more of His Heart to us, yet we are still not aware of the fullness...

It is in this time that we may not be able to reconcile things that He shows us. They seem dichotomous, and though taken individually, both are clearly His Truth, putting them together can cause much confusion. It is simply a resetting of the mind, a time of Veiling and even illusion. Yet, even in this Yahweh is all that there is, and it is here that we can trust Him greatly.

This may be a very short post. I am in this place right now, the Veil so close that I can hardly see anything as my mind grapples with two things that seem to be the opposite. It is time to join the opposites and dis-join the things that were not to be joined that way in my mind.

My mind is like a flame staring straight at the edge of a wall. The wall is not facing me so that its flat point is at my face. Rather, it is a line in front of me. My mind flickers from side to side, seeing both views of the dichotomy. The Veiling Line is at my nose, and one eye sees one side and the other eye sees the other side. Both are True! Yet I am not sure how...

And I am exactly where I'm supposed to be.

Mostly, I am posting this to encourage you when you come to these times of Veiling and Fire and Reconciling Dichotomies. I used to worry in these times that I was doing something wrong, that I had offended Yahweh. This is neither True nor possible! Rather, it is part of the process of ascension. For I need to rise above this wall, this Veil, this line so that I can see how these seemingly irreconcilable things fit together. And I will! I have done it before, and I have no doubt about it now.

Meanwhile, I feel very confused in my mind, and my body thinks it has a cold (which is impossible.) I've been in bed all day. I wanted to post that, too... to assure you that I am not espousing the belief that Yahweh is all that there is only in times when my experiences and circumstances back up this Truth. I know that these experiences and circumstances are impossible! I haven't quite understood everything about them yet, but I will when the ascension comes.

It is amazing how free I feel right now. Even in the confusion and the sickness of the illusion, I know Yahweh and that He is all that there is. I am not posting this to declare something in faith that I believe is true, but is yet afar off. I hold it in my heart right now. I'm seriously amazed at the trust I have. I never thought I'd be okay with not knowing something this important to my worldview, to trust that it will be revealed instead of having to go after it myself. And yet, with Yahweh, this is the only response.

Yahweh is all that there is!

And when the ascension comes and the confusion clears, I will share with you these dichotomies and how Yahweh has managed to reconcile them.

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